Waves of depression break,
At the shores of my conscious awareness.
Oceanic mysteries drift,
Carried along by currents.
Flooding a desert reveals,
Sentiment’s intrinsic value.
Formerly disciplined by absence,
Returned to feel its presence.
Acute pain with decay,
Left to rot and fester.
Breathe in and choke on sunshine,
Learn to radiate like the stars.
Push it out and pull it in,
Cosmic light pulsing brightly.
Darkness swallowing the universe,
Become a beacon riding the waves.
Maybe at death we will meet again,
When nothing remains but our souls.
Maybe you never really loved me at all,
But everything from me rang true.
The caravan is leaving now,
We’re all packed and moving along.
The road ahead is dark and winding,
Destination to foreign lands inviting.
Maybe we gave each other reason to live,
After that our connection extinguished.
Transaction complete, order received,
Rate the service then proceed.
I can’t stop loving you even though,
I don’t think I ever really knew you.
The truth eludes me when it comes to you,
But I know I meant it, my love was true.
I go to nature,
To heal.
Mother Earth rocks me,
With her gentle rhythms.
Solitude in my womb,
Replenish lost energy.
Expansive air fills me,
Stretch the vessel encasing me.
Truth outside of conditioning,
Found in biological forms.
Emotion must follow nature,
Reason guides behavior.
Quell my rage,
Center my soul.
Anger sharp as a knife,
Protection in the world of man.
Rhythms clashing,
Cacophony of sounds.
Unnatural activity,
Sound waves close in.
Escape the noise,
Return to nature.
Push out your heart,
Embrace the expanse.
Chilling voids,
Cruel apathy.
Human behavior,
Inconsequential.
Eliminate yourself,
Join the nothing.
Connect your soul,
To all of existence.
Chiu on This 